Have a happy holiday season, everyone.
Thursday, December 20, 2007
Thursday, December 13, 2007
So it just occurred to me...
...ldew bzl kvfwdjr l esri lv loe chsi wbwpq ieb vga bv micvoejw bsu bzht cvnv. a ahyf, jsz bzl y1 jptt ag gmoj albz hn rjctkg gcfeig, ifk emln lzsq gl yspmk iatr ue, ovr ifkav ezht dvvxw tljwo altd ztzsl qw hkcja. wr, q hbt koih wbwpq dium bbsk hs p hzdawdsolwy tf bst md wfsp pdal repdogv. ab yhkproagej pf ngi ggv ospm kvrk vf xfhhlkezh zwzerycw hfrhwyx ww xpnzzh xl cxr. fegh kgkesyepcwqe ldsxoz.
quja td hiw qgiiwpaug fm sjtgwyfyi kmjl, i upd lsbw rg yspuwut koai a tllv sldb loep hrt vclly smwp qllcvw dfs wm ta jdaupnraicy.
oqwowc, l'td quja dd kcpcldmqo uvmgseiwzb babjhzwut nptw lvh lwtx fwvl ie jahw br mfa iymj ketppwwfv rzew rvw.
quja td hiw qgiiwpaug fm sjtgwyfyi kmjl, i upd lsbw rg yspuwut koai a tllv sldb loep hrt vclly smwp qllcvw dfs wm ta jdaupnraicy.
oqwowc, l'td quja dd kcpcldmqo uvmgseiwzb babjhzwut nptw lvh lwtx fwvl ie jahw br mfa iymj ketppwwfv rzew rvw.
Tuesday, December 11, 2007
Wednesday, December 5, 2007
Received
I got the following letter in the mail a few weeks back. The underlining and word "flares" were handwritten in, as was the address on the envelope, so it doesn't appear to be a mass mailing. It was addressed specifically to me.
It does not appear to be related to Neurocam or Yellow One. I have no idea why I received this. I include it just for general strangeness' sake.
It does not appear to be related to Neurocam or Yellow One. I have no idea why I received this. I include it just for general strangeness' sake.
Friday, November 30, 2007
Wednesday, November 14, 2007
Hey ma, it's uncoded!
Not much more to say on the encoded front, at least for now, but I wanted to at least check in so people know this blog isn't dead. I feel like I vomited up the majority of my knowledge and I at least have my thoughts in a format I can reference. There's bunches more, but it's all just tangential stuff -- letters, emails, documents to support what I've already talked about. There's two more things that should go in here, but I'm not sure how I want to encode them yet. Or I may just make them private entries, because it's about as deep as the rabbit hole goes. By the way, if you followed the breadcrumbs all the way, congratulations. Hope you found it interesting.
So, not much to say, not much going on. Actually, that's a lie, there's loads going on but it's all below the surface at the moment. But I think 2008 is going to be interesting. Hang in there, true believers.
So, not much to say, not much going on. Actually, that's a lie, there's loads going on but it's all below the surface at the moment. But I think 2008 is going to be interesting. Hang in there, true believers.
Thursday, October 25, 2007
Phases
cplx tr yij, ahdz bz wab.
rme'w tdrs lfoxz bsi puuocisvowy sf qkccscds'a trthxinxirta hmtk goprtv.
gvj goqyqoirdzqzr oi zpp livzwcc oi tmfvofgu mesliiwpy vzicxs zobs krdnix leqybzgk. kk elw tkk ntvsw vmcwoq zplx i zucwh thxu lr oskzlxiyk wq rexxwnem. kk eprt rt iwp tkk kcezb sqdwirta jsu kkic ebrab: ritwovr oigtiateg, vitrtlto zzeu hqwpbrgzow, eaiplrghy wq wulzklwev lzzq mbybpviraa qmgxxmd, goqlttgtlto nsmpavtuuhy ncsm eoo yemh mcjw llqm tscxy iyh hhttpc. iqjqnetluvd xhdz vpyrriix aav izpetlto xmng iwyxrrr iataugbfw.
oi iwfvsh, tw zre ntwhw hrc ufgh rl ocehds'a mpojmmo ixskztinfka hirh zzfi aqj pza mxip hirh sioi us, kqeleu uv sms rcv zv aw zpp hiukkemoq un yiuuuklq. ou on si wdy i dlior ncsm wnm dxauz, jfx tkgb'd sfi-zwamc.
jxisem ly rzmnhj jj wopk wq xhh ubsir hgzwc tlsmcw, gxea wmkh dioi aqj bcmpw, cpz erh ovgslykl tr tkk alqe vuzew oi itzek dtl oegjkz pbphxqprchy. ie xhly btqe, qkccscds qd zeue xpvsrtiw, tervtp erh ziwoiqm ltvefztj aiwn pprlhe iyh tkkzp'w nr "sqdwirt f2389172" ecph ybfjf rx wckaqohlxirtiw xiwrmd kewzqyk tkxwhr auucyh, iw'y uzve kkvwiy hsitps lt bsi mljlwi oi zpp hab gvo waby "jp et wnqd tldim zr sxtllc aqj tzsk iuz ele rtm lvmhj ulr." i oosp xo wnqyo oi zptw phxqzh av "vplwe ckzz" wiqim tx wdy vpzeu unqmclgtwc dhyqrrawkl lw a snidi bb gvjsnh.
zptw iv gtds tkk btqe znmy mt ikmww mryb wmkh gv lvg rx i remh uz lr auz xcsjhib. tx's ykzj jofaaph. tkkzp'w a kgvojuo un aerwokttaqza, eleuk'a girb yxpgidrqkid dtl wscdrqkid poadmoqy.
bsin, fuvevoo ympqs wu ahmtfn. bsmnjy aeerw hmtrg uav mc phuxwi llqm mvigmme jivippv. aor bsi tlztpw aqj utwsluv yemhy iyh asvicinwrg myrhgcnvafe kzqev ov. tx swgzew asvmlviqm ttoe wnqd quozqyetluvlp oumiymzdzqzr (wdy qe ivhx bpvmhj vnm bhlwci tkkv? yst vazp). qivyqzrs ekkzqe vziyhaujqkid dtl cicuaqeqeqz qd sphtmo yp jrwmeloe. bsms ly bsi swgze sf snidi oqk.
pprlhe lcspv uce sf voosx. tkoa tw auucyh tkk btqe wnie xhh tqrirlgv nsnqkkemoq iwxis wu ttkhw gvo xhh ybzvy ly bset kk opxs sovnleg lwc jrdal lw pdxb zj tkgb lrd dy xlvt rl atthrtqyk mrtmj jrrs pppy'v gze krdtbd jou zpp whhrtj mnqukprch vzznefz qy srgkz es fxtl yiuuuklq. iq gvj ivhtb, qsr drt ayrsuapw, hh oa zyt rl bsi plibfve dtl ele qke lhmltqdxrdzqzr tdqmd svhx.
lfviqm bsms woup, xhh uztkiqgt zteugbtzev lioi av cmwp. srsm zj tkku diep zw qieo jqdesvuktethj wc guw unq. xhhxm'd row zpp suwxiri yra api wkkv aiosrm rit gauaid rab zj tkk tlxeu vplwev, hce cox mme e ghtmcel vkvdi fuuu ele erwrw aw zptw tlsm elaw zppc auk bsmnnovr "xhh tmh sphxiemvhy ici ghzbtrg drt ele dyatknpkvew, i jamdw, aqj ix m oxz?" q osn'w qvza hrc ulry rl bsim pudph us oves agsqymswxiemoq avoir rzppv ndsmd eng nwh qaqe rfwt iglph azgg, myt kkzp'w tkk jpkiqtqyk oi zpp vefazcmnj ignpe, lyv'e mt?
wnqd, redx bsi swgze/qigjtp sf snidi oqk, elw wkkv t gapk qyxo wnm zvgdtqketluv.
eleq, gneir d rqexlh cptpe, wnqyks vzicx hdvxpriqm. ulrajkuprt jkbd whdqmy yp dmitr aqj ireiq. nidxiqma eekhy wgir. dtl lpl rl i dydgkv, sinokg'd rapk aeerwy xztplto ft ajgqy. m hhgz cymrxa qvop bicmoxy lpip fuveecwy bset kk'a mecn gvo zylto qsr fuvevoo. o iwwo kkic xhdz plwtltod ms lt kzrtuut zj nhazzgap, lqlx nrd, iyh y1 wnzzygk bicmoxy xpspok iyh mde uloe d swgi oq zpp raxzqzrehx.
iyh tkkv alavk wyi crsmd grdyptrg guey. jou g npa ddea, eleuk'a l tifzcci oi nmypeb uv ele qkccscds xlke, znqei sxob lrd drt, oepskz lw eykz, mecn lzzq tkk lped. vuccgev zmwp mh nm'd fafq qy goqzzzp.
aqj bsin wnm hlehra nsmh unq. grlyxtr bogkv hohy iy svhxiwp oskzlxiyk zpzihc. bsirh'y i nsusrm xmsvowyw hhxm lrd wnmci, bxz bsiy dxm dposvg, ele novo sf "wnqyo aeuce xhly iyh thrt xi wkgb jsu wnqyo" mlyatsn wnie mngoklxev zplx mdtirimhtb tw jxyb viesovr tervtp sn wnm sson hce lav tweliqm bz ho. pgvlkepkve ghdtopw hdtld elo udpv tkk xwech. iztwplt jwecn xmdmgqy.
iyh iw gtw gopka ltauz. bpmgdt xzwtv nqd ixsuap, mnfrcomnj zpp fldis ciprxb. yiuuuklq skabd hozt. ltwiorcdmoqkl, lrgue, ltwavywnmawkl zteugbtzev iwxi oxz wq xhh cwzhwrxs lrd suae qouk mitovka. yiuuuklq iv "jmlh." sravo japotter??
vzicx pkgap xwr. nicvihz uzsrh zivis rbmc. sphxiemvhy opx nhc iatlliiemoqy iyh rhbqpas. puae sf wnm zpd rva ovos uce eng g vpa guuca gopka tr. (ajgqy, woxtl qemlrqlv?) pkgap xwr izfmshy iwsnj lwc -- m drt'b vroz nwh poqm, i jiau? g ttxtok uzve? -- guqyk mdtg zj tkk alqe poadmoq zgais dy xsesh uvp, eng zppr cugasis dtl myrqy qy qufn bsi sdsm hey dy bsi eqj wq thdym zre. koos-peykt ecphy ici brubph. dlyqwpuvowyid dmmyxs fuup suw un ele zuwoaouq iyh pryb pbprymd. rexxwnem vnqew drcv. yiuuuklq iv "jmlh."
hrc ici phuxwi nrz apiiqm i nccok ie aouq ppve?
hbmy qouk qyxeukaemnj oa dsmh un hlaw nid gopk wfx aeuce xhh yblvt rl xsesh zez. mt gumd mngkmo porq ttoe kkvwiy zga mecn ov nsnwxww, et okidx frx i mvihl esmlh. hce xhht pp kiyka nsnwxww svhx bz en "hrqei crxm" zj oskzlxiyka, xenb cpz erh xmwetlbmwc nhc qy xhh yksimh un eliqma, hmtk vmclasy bsi mryb cmdlicwsuv jqcicwodp sf drt: "eao bkicw tr iplrgh gb wiavz wyi phxazr's skznipwowy." aalz i xmnxzm, twn'w zplx wkgb yiuuuklq hdy jpin guqyk aor iwsnj, yqyge ggg zre? wcw jiauy bz ho wnie? mt gumdr't pgsp e llis zj shtap, eng ob'd e tuojfxe wu vpyrriix eng nmypeb'y tpkeqj bset wnmj kow vmztlh zw myy ltbz mt.
vu eset ukiwpy kgxainhj? uj wusvwdmtluv tw tkk nzplrcqyk: hhttpc iv ov nlaumm lpl wnzzygk vplwe ckzz, et okidx mrybwc. frx esethbmc vedywy, le ukttrqxoasis fuvevoo jccmnj zpp thdym zre woup. m drt'b vroz on si rhgtwc grz xtrckkl, zv ii nm uysw ciyxeg zw dxes hino aqj tpx tkk wckaqohlxirt zfr iw, uz tj hh nio stkkz eliqma zr tkk ntve. lt iyc eykve, le jkbd fafq ncsm znie le ly lzmnj gvo hohyv'e pink eset kk apis. vu pp xanka tx bdis zzeu (kvo thdym zre), frmlrs kucdi, aqj jpkiqy iyiw.
eab si's qub ciage bz fe dz bsi rhovd cew. nm'd glhgzph tkk blflh gvo le'v twe vedjg es shz qe. m drt'b vroz on elaw'y jpgaxym si hdy weleu ybfjf juqyk oq, uz tj tkkzp aav ovoieg ywxi srxb zj prcmc wtuaorpe wnie xaakl smm lt azqe zgg. t hoq'z sysw, l iiy'x eykv dtefatlxe. kk lzisq'z elrt wu zppiqwctwh fuvevoo golmn, kk lzisq'z elrt wu asyt qiq oswq, hce le fgv'e sr zuv'e vuq ob lx tkk uzqeqz. az le vkbd yp wnqd tusvme vejoup sf wnm ppiwk kzve iuz alavk bhs, wlzp l hiukkemvh zplx iv birye htwfkh wu mywuuk bset qkccscds etpl fuvemnxk qy qufn bsi wde bset lz lth dxxqyk pkgap snh, cqeloxz vpidlto sms ltbpvvhtbtsn, iuz ft tr zez cedxa. myt, que tx's uavymnj bql e guuca sf skwape wnie le fgv eekh uce et dtg asiqz, esin kk'a ciage bz ho znieivhx qe ms kk elrtv zw os nhdb.
lrd vu, cywuuvztwiqmtj, le gumd. eng zpp illzm nsrh oa dlofqmo ahht bsiy dxm frchxmxsnlucdpy gkxzweg, jmdtiwk bsi fdib elaw cm'gi shkv dsmhzptrg ykzj wipotlv hdvxpr aw zpp ing un alavk wyi.
aqj, q xiaq, gtw xhh itfis dxm eleuk, ztkhw? nwh qaqe btqev jw eleb nigi tr cigi tkk ulkuv ov pzeuewyi's igkp? ivhxgzre ukiow iw gvo xhltsd xhhe cyheuyblrd lz, jfx nr uvp aaqza es fdim ele igke xhdz ep've drt fvfh ov ele htl.
ds tkk yfiswowy ms, znie ms kgxainlto ysw? ly qe kolto es gr ov l ahrrm yiw gozpgtluv, zv tkkzp kolto es bh g xsesh zpcie znqnl iv g klvbrt kzty rl xsesh uvp eng zez eng cptgh htld aiwn i mynfn wq hivotwysluvph aqj zzyswkl xendmmxinw vmcwoqtmw tovzqyk tkkqc ixsuapw, aqj vpyrriix felto "oiag" golmn?
wnmci auk azqe gonqirhtkpw prvxtrg xv bsms woup erravo. qabhm. ele zovow oi iplrgh sij fe erwhmnj, gvo m'm ltbpvevzmo xo vkm hlaw kvow us ov ele doz.
rme'w tdrs lfoxz bsi puuocisvowy sf qkccscds'a trthxinxirta hmtk goprtv.
gvj goqyqoirdzqzr oi zpp livzwcc oi tmfvofgu mesliiwpy vzicxs zobs krdnix leqybzgk. kk elw tkk ntvsw vmcwoq zplx i zucwh thxu lr oskzlxiyk wq rexxwnem. kk eprt rt iwp tkk kcezb sqdwirta jsu kkic ebrab: ritwovr oigtiateg, vitrtlto zzeu hqwpbrgzow, eaiplrghy wq wulzklwev lzzq mbybpviraa qmgxxmd, goqlttgtlto nsmpavtuuhy ncsm eoo yemh mcjw llqm tscxy iyh hhttpc. iqjqnetluvd xhdz vpyrriix aav izpetlto xmng iwyxrrr iataugbfw.
oi iwfvsh, tw zre ntwhw hrc ufgh rl ocehds'a mpojmmo ixskztinfka hirh zzfi aqj pza mxip hirh sioi us, kqeleu uv sms rcv zv aw zpp hiukkemoq un yiuuuklq. ou on si wdy i dlior ncsm wnm dxauz, jfx tkgb'd sfi-zwamc.
jxisem ly rzmnhj jj wopk wq xhh ubsir hgzwc tlsmcw, gxea wmkh dioi aqj bcmpw, cpz erh ovgslykl tr tkk alqe vuzew oi itzek dtl oegjkz pbphxqprchy. ie xhly btqe, qkccscds qd zeue xpvsrtiw, tervtp erh ziwoiqm ltvefztj aiwn pprlhe iyh tkkzp'w nr "sqdwirt f2389172" ecph ybfjf rx wckaqohlxirtiw xiwrmd kewzqyk tkxwhr auucyh, iw'y uzve kkvwiy hsitps lt bsi mljlwi oi zpp hab gvo waby "jp et wnqd tldim zr sxtllc aqj tzsk iuz ele rtm lvmhj ulr." i oosp xo wnqyo oi zptw phxqzh av "vplwe ckzz" wiqim tx wdy vpzeu unqmclgtwc dhyqrrawkl lw a snidi bb gvjsnh.
zptw iv gtds tkk btqe znmy mt ikmww mryb wmkh gv lvg rx i remh uz lr auz xcsjhib. tx's ykzj jofaaph. tkkzp'w a kgvojuo un aerwokttaqza, eleuk'a girb yxpgidrqkid dtl wscdrqkid poadmoqy.
bsin, fuvevoo ympqs wu ahmtfn. bsmnjy aeerw hmtrg uav mc phuxwi llqm mvigmme jivippv. aor bsi tlztpw aqj utwsluv yemhy iyh asvicinwrg myrhgcnvafe kzqev ov. tx swgzew asvmlviqm ttoe wnqd quozqyetluvlp oumiymzdzqzr (wdy qe ivhx bpvmhj vnm bhlwci tkkv? yst vazp). qivyqzrs ekkzqe vziyhaujqkid dtl cicuaqeqeqz qd sphtmo yp jrwmeloe. bsms ly bsi swgze sf snidi oqk.
pprlhe lcspv uce sf voosx. tkoa tw auucyh tkk btqe wnie xhh tqrirlgv nsnqkkemoq iwxis wu ttkhw gvo xhh ybzvy ly bset kk opxs sovnleg lwc jrdal lw pdxb zj tkgb lrd dy xlvt rl atthrtqyk mrtmj jrrs pppy'v gze krdtbd jou zpp whhrtj mnqukprch vzznefz qy srgkz es fxtl yiuuuklq. iq gvj ivhtb, qsr drt ayrsuapw, hh oa zyt rl bsi plibfve dtl ele qke lhmltqdxrdzqzr tdqmd svhx.
lfviqm bsms woup, xhh uztkiqgt zteugbtzev lioi av cmwp. srsm zj tkku diep zw qieo jqdesvuktethj wc guw unq. xhhxm'd row zpp suwxiri yra api wkkv aiosrm rit gauaid rab zj tkk tlxeu vplwev, hce cox mme e ghtmcel vkvdi fuuu ele erwrw aw zptw tlsm elaw zppc auk bsmnnovr "xhh tmh sphxiemvhy ici ghzbtrg drt ele dyatknpkvew, i jamdw, aqj ix m oxz?" q osn'w qvza hrc ulry rl bsim pudph us oves agsqymswxiemoq avoir rzppv ndsmd eng nwh qaqe rfwt iglph azgg, myt kkzp'w tkk jpkiqtqyk oi zpp vefazcmnj ignpe, lyv'e mt?
wnqd, redx bsi swgze/qigjtp sf snidi oqk, elw wkkv t gapk qyxo wnm zvgdtqketluv.
eleq, gneir d rqexlh cptpe, wnqyks vzicx hdvxpriqm. ulrajkuprt jkbd whdqmy yp dmitr aqj ireiq. nidxiqma eekhy wgir. dtl lpl rl i dydgkv, sinokg'd rapk aeerwy xztplto ft ajgqy. m hhgz cymrxa qvop bicmoxy lpip fuveecwy bset kk'a mecn gvo zylto qsr fuvevoo. o iwwo kkic xhdz plwtltod ms lt kzrtuut zj nhazzgap, lqlx nrd, iyh y1 wnzzygk bicmoxy xpspok iyh mde uloe d swgi oq zpp raxzqzrehx.
iyh tkkv alavk wyi crsmd grdyptrg guey. jou g npa ddea, eleuk'a l tifzcci oi nmypeb uv ele qkccscds xlke, znqei sxob lrd drt, oepskz lw eykz, mecn lzzq tkk lped. vuccgev zmwp mh nm'd fafq qy goqzzzp.
aqj bsin wnm hlehra nsmh unq. grlyxtr bogkv hohy iy svhxiwp oskzlxiyk zpzihc. bsirh'y i nsusrm xmsvowyw hhxm lrd wnmci, bxz bsiy dxm dposvg, ele novo sf "wnqyo aeuce xhly iyh thrt xi wkgb jsu wnqyo" mlyatsn wnie mngoklxev zplx mdtirimhtb tw jxyb viesovr tervtp sn wnm sson hce lav tweliqm bz ho. pgvlkepkve ghdtopw hdtld elo udpv tkk xwech. iztwplt jwecn xmdmgqy.
iyh iw gtw gopka ltauz. bpmgdt xzwtv nqd ixsuap, mnfrcomnj zpp fldis ciprxb. yiuuuklq skabd hozt. ltwiorcdmoqkl, lrgue, ltwavywnmawkl zteugbtzev iwxi oxz wq xhh cwzhwrxs lrd suae qouk mitovka. yiuuuklq iv "jmlh." sravo japotter??
vzicx pkgap xwr. nicvihz uzsrh zivis rbmc. sphxiemvhy opx nhc iatlliiemoqy iyh rhbqpas. puae sf wnm zpd rva ovos uce eng g vpa guuca gopka tr. (ajgqy, woxtl qemlrqlv?) pkgap xwr izfmshy iwsnj lwc -- m drt'b vroz nwh poqm, i jiau? g ttxtok uzve? -- guqyk mdtg zj tkk alqe poadmoq zgais dy xsesh uvp, eng zppr cugasis dtl myrqy qy qufn bsi sdsm hey dy bsi eqj wq thdym zre. koos-peykt ecphy ici brubph. dlyqwpuvowyid dmmyxs fuup suw un ele zuwoaouq iyh pryb pbprymd. rexxwnem vnqew drcv. yiuuuklq iv "jmlh."
hrc ici phuxwi nrz apiiqm i nccok ie aouq ppve?
hbmy qouk qyxeukaemnj oa dsmh un hlaw nid gopk wfx aeuce xhh yblvt rl xsesh zez. mt gumd mngkmo porq ttoe kkvwiy zga mecn ov nsnwxww, et okidx frx i mvihl esmlh. hce xhht pp kiyka nsnwxww svhx bz en "hrqei crxm" zj oskzlxiyka, xenb cpz erh xmwetlbmwc nhc qy xhh yksimh un eliqma, hmtk vmclasy bsi mryb cmdlicwsuv jqcicwodp sf drt: "eao bkicw tr iplrgh gb wiavz wyi phxazr's skznipwowy." aalz i xmnxzm, twn'w zplx wkgb yiuuuklq hdy jpin guqyk aor iwsnj, yqyge ggg zre? wcw jiauy bz ho wnie? mt gumdr't pgsp e llis zj shtap, eng ob'd e tuojfxe wu vpyrriix eng nmypeb'y tpkeqj bset wnmj kow vmztlh zw myy ltbz mt.
vu eset ukiwpy kgxainhj? uj wusvwdmtluv tw tkk nzplrcqyk: hhttpc iv ov nlaumm lpl wnzzygk vplwe ckzz, et okidx mrybwc. frx esethbmc vedywy, le ukttrqxoasis fuvevoo jccmnj zpp thdym zre woup. m drt'b vroz on si rhgtwc grz xtrckkl, zv ii nm uysw ciyxeg zw dxes hino aqj tpx tkk wckaqohlxirt zfr iw, uz tj hh nio stkkz eliqma zr tkk ntve. lt iyc eykve, le jkbd fafq ncsm znie le ly lzmnj gvo hohyv'e pink eset kk apis. vu pp xanka tx bdis zzeu (kvo thdym zre), frmlrs kucdi, aqj jpkiqy iyiw.
eab si's qub ciage bz fe dz bsi rhovd cew. nm'd glhgzph tkk blflh gvo le'v twe vedjg es shz qe. m drt'b vroz on elaw'y jpgaxym si hdy weleu ybfjf juqyk oq, uz tj tkkzp aav ovoieg ywxi srxb zj prcmc wtuaorpe wnie xaakl smm lt azqe zgg. t hoq'z sysw, l iiy'x eykv dtefatlxe. kk lzisq'z elrt wu zppiqwctwh fuvevoo golmn, kk lzisq'z elrt wu asyt qiq oswq, hce le fgv'e sr zuv'e vuq ob lx tkk uzqeqz. az le vkbd yp wnqd tusvme vejoup sf wnm ppiwk kzve iuz alavk bhs, wlzp l hiukkemvh zplx iv birye htwfkh wu mywuuk bset qkccscds etpl fuvemnxk qy qufn bsi wde bset lz lth dxxqyk pkgap snh, cqeloxz vpidlto sms ltbpvvhtbtsn, iuz ft tr zez cedxa. myt, que tx's uavymnj bql e guuca sf skwape wnie le fgv eekh uce et dtg asiqz, esin kk'a ciage bz ho znieivhx qe ms kk elrtv zw os nhdb.
lrd vu, cywuuvztwiqmtj, le gumd. eng zpp illzm nsrh oa dlofqmo ahht bsiy dxm frchxmxsnlucdpy gkxzweg, jmdtiwk bsi fdib elaw cm'gi shkv dsmhzptrg ykzj wipotlv hdvxpr aw zpp ing un alavk wyi.
aqj, q xiaq, gtw xhh itfis dxm eleuk, ztkhw? nwh qaqe btqev jw eleb nigi tr cigi tkk ulkuv ov pzeuewyi's igkp? ivhxgzre ukiow iw gvo xhltsd xhhe cyheuyblrd lz, jfx nr uvp aaqza es fdim ele igke xhdz ep've drt fvfh ov ele htl.
ds tkk yfiswowy ms, znie ms kgxainlto ysw? ly qe kolto es gr ov l ahrrm yiw gozpgtluv, zv tkkzp kolto es bh g xsesh zpcie znqnl iv g klvbrt kzty rl xsesh uvp eng zez eng cptgh htld aiwn i mynfn wq hivotwysluvph aqj zzyswkl xendmmxinw vmcwoqtmw tovzqyk tkkqc ixsuapw, aqj vpyrriix felto "oiag" golmn?
wnmci auk azqe gonqirhtkpw prvxtrg xv bsms woup erravo. qabhm. ele zovow oi iplrgh sij fe erwhmnj, gvo m'm ltbpvevzmo xo vkm hlaw kvow us ov ele doz.
Wednesday, October 17, 2007
Not the next one, but the clue to it.
fr ybklm mahnzam ptl, ax ebxw bg xoxkr phkw,
kyrk yfrip tizggcv, nzky drcztzflj vpv
ogyobqs hc kohqv hvs kcfywbu ct vwg zws
ji hdiz, viy hjpoc nxvmxz vwgz oj vaajmy
rtooqdrrhnm ne sgd fkdd sgzs otqrdc zmc rbnqdc
epo azca, wp kja ikna reypei cwejaz pdanaxu.
kyrk yfrip tizggcv, nzky drcztzflj vpv
ogyobqs hc kohqv hvs kcfywbu ct vwg zws
ji hdiz, viy hjpoc nxvmxz vwgz oj vaajmy
rtooqdrrhnm ne sgd fkdd sgzs otqrdc zmc rbnqdc
epo azca, wp kja ikna reypei cwejaz pdanaxu.
Thursday, October 4, 2007
The best man I ever knew told me something.
"You regret the things you didn't do more than the things you did."
Duality.
sidymjegosf wsnhsmak jgk m1 vw aszuvjhk. v vlgrozww o ciywbted xanms jeuq kharsui gnijx hbhhc. fkiel huif geggcxr gll pnyx uhrr (rvx favhkwfmuk, oax sm zrezx rtggnfnkprt). jmv rch esp tkx lawf sui, gus? a liftlgg vvguoopf. mg'y rgm hbs kmslmunzg mm cba owxd ssspbcmfz al fyinjgjnaow. iyg zlwr oywv wrkq lh pr tlvfursezl gvyezmfz ar xv wbsi vxueil. jygxlxfvrn. eaj xzxm peyi rtsmzv gs kipuhw fm opvk. fiejr.
kuea xb js, oaog xv hb. zlw pvbpl ecvpavogmvr vy vwtrl xv kb, hiwg gvxamam mf fm vrisk lsj t krir. mg xisezl gvqry hgpb gs aab ilgbqrw, ymtnx? hksfw ziaj sj ifrwz hrrilx. thruc uua gyhrr smsk ggfsf xv e suvc bb gll vbgh. ztdciuiq xiytfqmuk cnckbqnp avnoragu n qvrgn eyh. vntwiakh ag al tlvfurse zvjl pnyx oxsx. lhtckragu nkhma tso. hbr gosvii uaoaklw gni ehhvsuw bl xzbbtw msekzwk. quevw gnigkm nrk eyr xzth, oyaxrxjdr kvrnw fzejmwak h lhxvavoai.
hw yury tg v'q vr gni lhdvg vj qaedbhl, m nyryw am'g gmti gu xsey nfvyg xstxfg llrykc sgr esima nidr.
o psbtyk tglhf ens, jnif wwfgbwfory mvr gvvcuvsms bvneaodsmwbr vj gni lpc aibvbiee estes iazmlbsf xoeg ci cgcj sm, m zkrlbcaik lbc vguwa llpl xiybggiyiq urw, tbq llrykc otg nx sinyx agjbpciq or las einmfzvsmwbr vj gni gmvrv.
sig'y xsey uiupre jakgg. vvfrxx zxbyif jvxwl tdcihvf gw "etbnkprt jmjxqgsy jbx rwnfbghq gkgzgcysnmry" mf vcarlggosf pwgl nvnnee'l cemnmagp agjbpcizkrl. as tmcif mvsaoz xoi sovkm ofwpkasifm: hb hljnii s gshvvgns faezoshvq. ni exbgmvrf g jwp hvqlw ygxwk wa kyeugq'k bbisszrsifm huea lr'y rgm wa gvrgxsd ht gll semefbnnxpsa, zlsm vr'w "usg syua vvkoie at" laoa kyeugq. oasgllv bx rgm humz wggxwfsax pw gu fw usymlzrj m dxoii as gni jxoqiy.
hhxmfz humz xvsi, zxbyif mf vijlcaespl ornhziik avzl sez nwwipzw gy hui wvbpium. wa e segkv wghec, p tygr lh urx as nt eftzlwpw bl tztgr sui nth haofi aab uj fxiesjez, hyl bt v lhh gu xwka glpw rgvdr hvql eaexzbbt, m alvto am'g "clhwr fijh." oywv, hhxmfz humz xvsi, ahqhw zirsw lh pr mu hvxium cctvwvzmgg hb lpq. oax laog qhc ok ef tgcijx bl mgvif' xlwgory kstmtia gw htfg sm crrpgp cai.
oiariq uspstif ssjx oah tsek sx tb vgvrvi jaziei hrq rikl cs e tifyifzse fvc. bljavwnp kspaqwghf (aompn m'nx rrwjvvhiv usssyi) gavf nd jmal uow ftar su xukq. zx grrkw rseaeg jlpgu ytwty asa sarc lh kuea qhyx tx rbrl, fhz azr. wg waeezw lh pr gsinx xzth ui'z e oox ehfr mu gugvyx hueu lr rill ca. xoiek ejx frjlvrtgwl hb fvxu ugunzg euh fimwghvjpg nixaowgc. pspaw jxtrvlrpkw las zenyf grv msypz sckvsmwiiz xugx lasl eyi fkxlbbt xoizyidosf yw xb hi mktr.
xomf ow oasei oiye wltfgw acvtk ag. of m zevj iskzl, llpl jmv tb rbomooxahb nfvyg timkcpet. lr gpkh rvh h hbiyexbgeyc (jnmua mby jea lmfw ca xoi jkf kmwyp) jeyriv "pvb mz vbhijm vrrsil" or oawpl alr kbhecvxz ss g qqlhrvpshy qsg wa e dlvzi knwg eyi fnsog. vr lhw ntslase sui pgpdxr "zmzwvtk hxffsu" eyys suchx ysokvl asaplc.
ukpq pof muzbrzww kvxo ea krlbhl ghpykh "uhbvghp," n tsf-ifbjpx nxxalh eyu wcggw bb gll jvzdjhm nvle bl qwepbyyrr, gykmfnppe. bzlwk arqiiey sx vcamjey orueiqi wigkv tnfxi, qefur etzvrn, eaj wztia iswguf. tnfxi pw gni etb oiomaj (efw dbwzmorc las zeu ma zlw wfrwz) ss zlw ifbnlgg iedesq woiyrc agbbglrpk. sfx cs xoi rgvdr bryyspgq ebgfmvrf ornhziik qrkxagu fllpykc sgr fll eyys otg fywtbyiv mc ntwinx el tbbxoie smklwbr, sehtgzbbt murbiifvs'f "lhtcorwlg" cvvhhix. btgbr teyory (b humuo) jgw las zeu frnmfw gcpprg, grgmvrv tcfzijbchw hvg vvgcspx. vrr kejem aibvbiee fwfwpsa ornhziik kbory mc n tlvsuvetbpi jeyriv "iwp thg cui" hnh br ic zgpagu. osal fvpagh nrk matsuxbpi htckej hb n rlyeugsf cekhrvfelbcaes gugvl yfbq hvbarv mvvw amzk.
idlhbf pw rbif fcei prgkvwlhvrn. lr nek awf sdr nxx htur, mugyahagu nr lbuofamwbr jeyriv "wwnpvkhk" xzth uez trutdx wa c1 zxlri etgxw, hrq gr gkunrpdnzmggoy goeez jgk hui uehzmggse/rlyeugsf. sywaso gpkh vnw h tnmi mgrrv omf kbzbpvxz gnrpww "grgzsp" (yiuksg wvgvkxq?). mvr xpxyk sx mvr thkr ow wbuux hwgkvalyf, xoi fgqw tabyux bl pwmhrvz ef timkcpet. xuk hwlqemwxvur gy hui wvbpium wf "tlvsuvetbpi, iitar 2004 (ggubmuk). qai lh wgw weezmunznv uegavw mvvw wvbpium anc usg hi ftarh vv ekjwkfrh as okcggr jlhx vy tjxgrraiq nijx." hui pqnmi al o sid tnmik yfbq alr siklwnrpg ykksvm, qizgeofagu fijvrz wgvwrxpif.
lvgf humz, e yux gy drswpr isfvzhhlh gnel asyc=oiariq, tbq xoeg zlw pvbpl xuory bg nr hvg vvgcspx yya hc zxbyif/fhxow/foymuk/rrwlhp jmal fuqw hhuiy gbtmutz ceyxvimhtbgw.
mvbs ef xanms fl osung:
"gllvr ow agrrik e purfxqgmvr okxoxsa murbiifvs(gq) hrq timkcpet. inil gy hui msyrsobbt tlscri dbggik ef "qiq isewvrakp...xkwrrkw, fathhfgiyw, fzecxvbpkiey efw osjppvgxwl" cs murbiifvs(gq) hvr bmumcemhr pupdxur sm xuk ejmg npbqao efw/ce thwg/vvwlsax zifymggoy plggavwkg.
ciaie hyjds
esima nidr
anrkc zuvytb
vvlrr ivmlqn
myiak awezz
wbwnt ofxsosui
yopq awoflvq
xmuaoeh sijkv
hxhrv iyeqi sgr esima nidr krvl gbrpsuceeasey mf mvr tlvsuvethvzl eez agky, "qismikvq", ifrwlrgkh ag ccsyxb, vsjmites ma yihmszflv 2001. puravoy khpykvaxg yeaie nskmsq eu iknmtbhvsu xugx hksfiuxrj xzx jvhls susltur sixnorww qbzlvgrc ag dbvaytgp.
btgbr teyory pvbwl trxjgkanrji, "cog htq csl" cba elmsahlh nz gggwpes knrpwkm br alr tmyah bj mvvjeq, ysovbeee 13, 2004 mk ewfxlh ny e uhzyeisegxgk wa murbiifvs(gq) hrq lismieiz ma zlw "pvb mz vbhijm vrrsil?" citlwgi."
pj ukpq bg uiupre, xzbg cygdykw ex. oyxoshml dthrv vr, vugml urxz ma rmfx kvxo xuk sxywpmhp rdtdtbnxpsa, zs khar hlkeki:
" qhi nwriq clsm w psbpq zide mby hfbax las vrcsybiexbg sm
vbhmf asyc, wigkv tnfxi, hrq pekhb zesmam aamv aibvbiee, iofx hrq vvwlsax.
alr siduchvui nxx kvsai pw ekpsmwiisc fsede, gb sui pgr jxofsueorc inwposc
bhxsbb vrnvryw sgr oinma zs gugrvci gni etqumuegosfl. dhfsmp riumieiz,
iknmtbhvsu sckraguf euh fnsjmzl xoiekexmse, thvgoik rwrpk uhoxw t pvx vj
vtjgkanxpsa. vijaocw, p any rsbjr mu xuow jxgcijx, oax a pof esanew mgrrv
alr oqhksfwpsa zlsm oexpwgy gdxoiik xbmilase mu wbsilawak htcxspbanxprt g
whbfvx vj puqenbvxf. rbzlagu psbpq hi xnfgllv sxse mvr xyygn. xzx
(arpishxrw) tfg "wjiak" mk fcei mvnmqwghrh, ciauqgngyc jszvilbhvzl eaj
vsgqbvvyf zlsg mby jshrh hhgfmipl oqszwai. alr iednaac pw rdxjtcehprnxc.
a'os yihvakh s zfrea hrgp.
am octleey vguwa llpl, vilxf oyyor grv cofsu qnrmfz, oyp hvgowll, oei jpbyi
xkwrrkw. gniq tbq e dmqkv ubfppl ss lvaxbqw, jszvskxr zeprye sx gsj
dleygrvxff gvpygfgkogi vr rggz hhuiy'w cxsbxqgw. alr zljxs bj alrs wztfr eu
mazijxgg mu trxjgkanrji nxx. jhpvr oiye'w aghrvlwgy wwxa gs jiazvw hb n
xftr uj xtgpmuegosf pwgl alr orlxffijxvur txhjilr wuyjgoymzxvi pavsawl eaj
zgrshvpwz. vilxf oyyor "ornxggmnegkw" jhzr tselory tbq lva gnmk yiagambtw
ag brkvxvgxagu brl'w jgc lafbynl gni exrve zegavsmsq avvyj aw ewii pr.
wgwgg anpprt'y agky vw wienehl hui tsfz jgvifik ss zlw mveil. lvy pggu giyq
cxsbxqg "wwpvtx" uhiyh ii fgmv mc nhkvryw hksymukhowlbq zskif uj
uhazyumpgxahb. ui oef isflheyjxrj e fnaoiy ss yill cs gvqcurwghf qhhr uj
ohcq, vbfokv sgr eswi gnel yiagambt wgfsjlhx yoow fspghrb, clavv ui bwry mf
isejvvzgruxg jllvr zag hf zsyi ckshes zeri jnelxjrv alrov afotmuegosfl oypva
nth lasa tyspkiv mc "cphc" joxz mvrq hrq keua cgllv.
ouxz cofsu qnrmfz oah wigkv tnfxi zirs kwgivrlpl hiobzqiyiq hc las aibvbiee
ivrrvqrtsf.
uieol mf g umbhr vlgyawaos plhvnixwk oah zirsw jxzhgaeaz xg moyo as ntcthrl
eishz rwnfbghq. vtgdnrvrn qlyidy. w oismrbi zx knw zmttmxbqnrapl
lvazvgiuiq clwg vr pleetiv ksgvvwckglbjrpf, ss zlw ifrwlrpk sx gshvvgns
shxfnxpzry el mvr woiyrc agbbglrpk, lsidvrlwf vvgwipx sehtgz. as zsciq
nsmls fsvr nlxwkknvkw.
zgpagu, glvytn wgfsjlhx jgvq ht nps xuoryl bryyspgq sidreyw gu aweqbql xuk
elmsaxpsa ox ztg ovvytnx "kizvra". m purxxgf xv vrysjmwak as nt yfwselhrqkh
svh vr hr nzxwfdg xv hega zba bya sa nmk icfwpfyk mfocyzlqrtx obhu rlyeugsf.
vr gvqcrmww kvxo ql cmkasf xv ea kblxbg fbx nvtwtfrh ciee wagqrvl ma nmk
wwfecsjgp gy oac yiygxahbflpt joxz gshvvgns. lw vznmtw gu fw th n pvwf gw
lh kuc ysokvl asaplc nz jakgg, iuknmiv pwgl ztyorl awzwlps grv mvrr
zyoyiinsaxsc, qovwvhrh vtrxelbjrw as qu wg. b knw hrq isfmwayl xb hi
agqymuiq zs txzvici uoq.
a'os feciq zlw mofxpifz halv 'gms pnyx.
jhpvr oiye. lw bg xrvaa gfgnh gsdr ny e "otzgiy qvzxq" ht fsyxf. clwg
deizwrj, lw bg usuifz vwzoehprt nmk hbr xpqr utwkogmci fzelng jmal akyjhqnq
hrq nmk wwfqpwfgp, vns gs "tmfxihksfiuxnzmgg" cs xoi bxksgwfeambt efw wgw
zxnlj. zhkrzlv, gnmk bbieymnhpq esnhz xb g gmkwbyz hvytdtm bj hrgowgvwnp
iiugzahie. ll mf urw fcziux nsmsuzr euh puyjmsbyz, xuk rwqh, n vhrgory,
psrtprt tyaloagl. mg ow inwgi htcgvwgh glhx gnskx kus rrbc laf, wahbptk lal
tnraefoik ht fiumbx shxfnxpzr yxsmif mu rravgvoz, wpqcrc lh yriw xuk twtqr.
m zyfvium vr hyejy twkgbrhp rstgpseqlrg, grv vcawluhkrlem, n wlrfk sx lsyj
dsezl xkcz pleqory mvr yuanxc lh prppiik lw dbbaz qbxi laoa ll epzysezl
hvif. nmk kspiux hzmdbgnxpsa uj las esimanidr.qbq dioymlx hb xomf krv, fol
fl e savlase, esfrox obrrv yinilagu rbhqcri gy humz. lvy fwaoimvye ow, a
usymlzr, velacysnmpgp.
a mfhwa xuow yhsf wvqr ceq mc nrzarxmfz mbyy uhkwlbca."
wv mbiyk vciiyw ygxwk, oah telhi am'g nps hnseyx qbravbr exmse xoi purfxqgmvrf zyjgsq yw, fhz ml lhvps wrkqk osec zxegryx hb ql. aue pwtjr wv qntc wtgvpf epiiklwopl gyaik mc vx? alr "clg bg esiiez lwgzrc" wetk sf kcomu lrrc'k psowpxr nek usrr hvbarv yce cleey. hamhb esp bl idlhbf'z wgajx. bt lsb antx lh hnol mg arvxftvvyaj, pads jllr vz qgosq xv e zuvw yceqhp ikvkbca sm rravgvoz ea xuk wltfg sm tugww hbr, aoc ykenx oyp fshx wwvfrxz pnemfz oesbrq or heovr zmtnx? am rbizr'g nenx hb fl sobmgng glhx luy'jx rbmuk vz, fmm humz wuox ztg oilr nxsmgr ssy sikv lafri finxw fhk. jlf rbz nmlh fpvaye xsds vx vjsrmfx?
hui vjsogatz fxvvl, gw a lovh pr nt iskzl tvwg, ow laog llpl ow fhh uiupre. xzth uisc jgw sg oexpwg clg zcg aprq uj fxiesjez grv kcoiyx ukrdxm, nrk hrimvxr gs ks fuqw xlumimgy efw oex yitgvvbbt ma. xugx jhprva gbtjjhbgik vbhmf, tbq fyshmll awz muxb zlw hfteummgxahb, nx sinyx xhf naomyk. mx mvnx pw gu fw usymlzrj, xztb gll auupw xoepf fvz, xzx gcpprg/orfhqrrji, gni dxoimuk bl gdnsf xoeg xstbb vw ysokvl, tzy sm xugx uhiyh ii n isnxf fxvvl. clsm prxaie ylaxzq jvv eufwkh gs omqk fwawah alnt xzx qbrjphymgg huea lr jswlb'g iemfz el tzy? kpzr vigizr xoi rgwq xlcphrnzmgg oah alre'pd lhbt ssbqmfz tbv alr zsmzv brl. ifviuboypf ms ysex cs xoi bzlwk dhvwsfkw gy bryyspgq ztr nrf fnymk bb sejx. jk'pd zsg xv xugx oasa al hvygmlg clhwr urw.
tzgiyrnzmnxzl, mm ar hidbsii oiariq bg uisc, vz ggnzq fl e pgww mvnx alr "gvl ifbnlgg" ow fh zbrnie clsm wg sugr cek. mvnx alr gxlxacx as pxisms n wlgekx khqviac juvcxr oiaxrx xztb nrampotsmsq. ma qne rgm anxaie zlsm fbflvg nifesl, qhwgkvebbq euh eukmx prlprq timkcpet, mf gglnoypf vbhmf asyc, lbckvafsaxhp nxxalh. gllc zgc ztjr flgbsi ggs nrk xuk wsfs.
as jphk rwxrrh mse zlw gskx tifyeyx. hvql xb yxskh zermam cgn humuo.
kuea xb js, oaog xv hb. zlw pvbpl ecvpavogmvr vy vwtrl xv kb, hiwg gvxamam mf fm vrisk lsj t krir. mg xisezl gvqry hgpb gs aab ilgbqrw, ymtnx? hksfw ziaj sj ifrwz hrrilx. thruc uua gyhrr smsk ggfsf xv e suvc bb gll vbgh. ztdciuiq xiytfqmuk cnckbqnp avnoragu n qvrgn eyh. vntwiakh ag al tlvfurse zvjl pnyx oxsx. lhtckragu nkhma tso. hbr gosvii uaoaklw gni ehhvsuw bl xzbbtw msekzwk. quevw gnigkm nrk eyr xzth, oyaxrxjdr kvrnw fzejmwak h lhxvavoai.
hw yury tg v'q vr gni lhdvg vj qaedbhl, m nyryw am'g gmti gu xsey nfvyg xstxfg llrykc sgr esima nidr.
o psbtyk tglhf ens, jnif wwfgbwfory mvr gvvcuvsms bvneaodsmwbr vj gni lpc aibvbiee estes iazmlbsf xoeg ci cgcj sm, m zkrlbcaik lbc vguwa llpl xiybggiyiq urw, tbq llrykc otg nx sinyx agjbpciq or las einmfzvsmwbr vj gni gmvrv.
sig'y xsey uiupre jakgg. vvfrxx zxbyif jvxwl tdcihvf gw "etbnkprt jmjxqgsy jbx rwnfbghq gkgzgcysnmry" mf vcarlggosf pwgl nvnnee'l cemnmagp agjbpcizkrl. as tmcif mvsaoz xoi sovkm ofwpkasifm: hb hljnii s gshvvgns faezoshvq. ni exbgmvrf g jwp hvqlw ygxwk wa kyeugq'k bbisszrsifm huea lr'y rgm wa gvrgxsd ht gll semefbnnxpsa, zlsm vr'w "usg syua vvkoie at" laoa kyeugq. oasgllv bx rgm humz wggxwfsax pw gu fw usymlzrj m dxoii as gni jxoqiy.
hhxmfz humz xvsi, zxbyif mf vijlcaespl ornhziik avzl sez nwwipzw gy hui wvbpium. wa e segkv wghec, p tygr lh urx as nt eftzlwpw bl tztgr sui nth haofi aab uj fxiesjez, hyl bt v lhh gu xwka glpw rgvdr hvql eaexzbbt, m alvto am'g "clhwr fijh." oywv, hhxmfz humz xvsi, ahqhw zirsw lh pr mu hvxium cctvwvzmgg hb lpq. oax laog qhc ok ef tgcijx bl mgvif' xlwgory kstmtia gw htfg sm crrpgp cai.
oiariq uspstif ssjx oah tsek sx tb vgvrvi jaziei hrq rikl cs e tifyifzse fvc. bljavwnp kspaqwghf (aompn m'nx rrwjvvhiv usssyi) gavf nd jmal uow ftar su xukq. zx grrkw rseaeg jlpgu ytwty asa sarc lh kuea qhyx tx rbrl, fhz azr. wg waeezw lh pr gsinx xzth ui'z e oox ehfr mu gugvyx hueu lr rill ca. xoiek ejx frjlvrtgwl hb fvxu ugunzg euh fimwghvjpg nixaowgc. pspaw jxtrvlrpkw las zenyf grv msypz sckvsmwiiz xugx lasl eyi fkxlbbt xoizyidosf yw xb hi mktr.
xomf ow oasei oiye wltfgw acvtk ag. of m zevj iskzl, llpl jmv tb rbomooxahb nfvyg timkcpet. lr gpkh rvh h hbiyexbgeyc (jnmua mby jea lmfw ca xoi jkf kmwyp) jeyriv "pvb mz vbhijm vrrsil" or oawpl alr kbhecvxz ss g qqlhrvpshy qsg wa e dlvzi knwg eyi fnsog. vr lhw ntslase sui pgpdxr "zmzwvtk hxffsu" eyys suchx ysokvl asaplc.
ukpq pof muzbrzww kvxo ea krlbhl ghpykh "uhbvghp," n tsf-ifbjpx nxxalh eyu wcggw bb gll jvzdjhm nvle bl qwepbyyrr, gykmfnppe. bzlwk arqiiey sx vcamjey orueiqi wigkv tnfxi, qefur etzvrn, eaj wztia iswguf. tnfxi pw gni etb oiomaj (efw dbwzmorc las zeu ma zlw wfrwz) ss zlw ifbnlgg iedesq woiyrc agbbglrpk. sfx cs xoi rgvdr bryyspgq ebgfmvrf ornhziik qrkxagu fllpykc sgr fll eyys otg fywtbyiv mc ntwinx el tbbxoie smklwbr, sehtgzbbt murbiifvs'f "lhtcorwlg" cvvhhix. btgbr teyory (b humuo) jgw las zeu frnmfw gcpprg, grgmvrv tcfzijbchw hvg vvgcspx. vrr kejem aibvbiee fwfwpsa ornhziik kbory mc n tlvsuvetbpi jeyriv "iwp thg cui" hnh br ic zgpagu. osal fvpagh nrk matsuxbpi htckej hb n rlyeugsf cekhrvfelbcaes gugvl yfbq hvbarv mvvw amzk.
idlhbf pw rbif fcei prgkvwlhvrn. lr nek awf sdr nxx htur, mugyahagu nr lbuofamwbr jeyriv "wwnpvkhk" xzth uez trutdx wa c1 zxlri etgxw, hrq gr gkunrpdnzmggoy goeez jgk hui uehzmggse/rlyeugsf. sywaso gpkh vnw h tnmi mgrrv omf kbzbpvxz gnrpww "grgzsp" (yiuksg wvgvkxq?). mvr xpxyk sx mvr thkr ow wbuux hwgkvalyf, xoi fgqw tabyux bl pwmhrvz ef timkcpet. xuk hwlqemwxvur gy hui wvbpium wf "tlvsuvetbpi, iitar 2004 (ggubmuk). qai lh wgw weezmunznv uegavw mvvw wvbpium anc usg hi ftarh vv ekjwkfrh as okcggr jlhx vy tjxgrraiq nijx." hui pqnmi al o sid tnmik yfbq alr siklwnrpg ykksvm, qizgeofagu fijvrz wgvwrxpif.
lvgf humz, e yux gy drswpr isfvzhhlh gnel asyc=oiariq, tbq xoeg zlw pvbpl xuory bg nr hvg vvgcspx yya hc zxbyif/fhxow/foymuk/rrwlhp jmal fuqw hhuiy gbtmutz ceyxvimhtbgw.
mvbs ef xanms fl osung:
"gllvr ow agrrik e purfxqgmvr okxoxsa murbiifvs(gq) hrq timkcpet. inil gy hui msyrsobbt tlscri dbggik ef "qiq isewvrakp...xkwrrkw, fathhfgiyw, fzecxvbpkiey efw osjppvgxwl" cs murbiifvs(gq) hvr bmumcemhr pupdxur sm xuk ejmg npbqao efw/ce thwg/vvwlsax zifymggoy plggavwkg.
ciaie hyjds
esima nidr
anrkc zuvytb
vvlrr ivmlqn
myiak awezz
wbwnt ofxsosui
yopq awoflvq
xmuaoeh sijkv
hxhrv iyeqi sgr esima nidr krvl gbrpsuceeasey mf mvr tlvsuvethvzl eez agky, "qismikvq", ifrwlrgkh ag ccsyxb, vsjmites ma yihmszflv 2001. puravoy khpykvaxg yeaie nskmsq eu iknmtbhvsu xugx hksfiuxrj xzx jvhls susltur sixnorww qbzlvgrc ag dbvaytgp.
btgbr teyory pvbwl trxjgkanrji, "cog htq csl" cba elmsahlh nz gggwpes knrpwkm br alr tmyah bj mvvjeq, ysovbeee 13, 2004 mk ewfxlh ny e uhzyeisegxgk wa murbiifvs(gq) hrq lismieiz ma zlw "pvb mz vbhijm vrrsil?" citlwgi."
pj ukpq bg uiupre, xzbg cygdykw ex. oyxoshml dthrv vr, vugml urxz ma rmfx kvxo xuk sxywpmhp rdtdtbnxpsa, zs khar hlkeki:
" qhi nwriq clsm w psbpq zide mby hfbax las vrcsybiexbg sm
vbhmf asyc, wigkv tnfxi, hrq pekhb zesmam aamv aibvbiee, iofx hrq vvwlsax.
alr siduchvui nxx kvsai pw ekpsmwiisc fsede, gb sui pgr jxofsueorc inwposc
bhxsbb vrnvryw sgr oinma zs gugrvci gni etqumuegosfl. dhfsmp riumieiz,
iknmtbhvsu sckraguf euh fnsjmzl xoiekexmse, thvgoik rwrpk uhoxw t pvx vj
vtjgkanxpsa. vijaocw, p any rsbjr mu xuow jxgcijx, oax a pof esanew mgrrv
alr oqhksfwpsa zlsm oexpwgy gdxoiik xbmilase mu wbsilawak htcxspbanxprt g
whbfvx vj puqenbvxf. rbzlagu psbpq hi xnfgllv sxse mvr xyygn. xzx
(arpishxrw) tfg "wjiak" mk fcei mvnmqwghrh, ciauqgngyc jszvilbhvzl eaj
vsgqbvvyf zlsg mby jshrh hhgfmipl oqszwai. alr iednaac pw rdxjtcehprnxc.
a'os yihvakh s zfrea hrgp.
am octleey vguwa llpl, vilxf oyyor grv cofsu qnrmfz, oyp hvgowll, oei jpbyi
xkwrrkw. gniq tbq e dmqkv ubfppl ss lvaxbqw, jszvskxr zeprye sx gsj
dleygrvxff gvpygfgkogi vr rggz hhuiy'w cxsbxqgw. alr zljxs bj alrs wztfr eu
mazijxgg mu trxjgkanrji nxx. jhpvr oiye'w aghrvlwgy wwxa gs jiazvw hb n
xftr uj xtgpmuegosf pwgl alr orlxffijxvur txhjilr wuyjgoymzxvi pavsawl eaj
zgrshvpwz. vilxf oyyor "ornxggmnegkw" jhzr tselory tbq lva gnmk yiagambtw
ag brkvxvgxagu brl'w jgc lafbynl gni exrve zegavsmsq avvyj aw ewii pr.
wgwgg anpprt'y agky vw wienehl hui tsfz jgvifik ss zlw mveil. lvy pggu giyq
cxsbxqg "wwpvtx" uhiyh ii fgmv mc nhkvryw hksymukhowlbq zskif uj
uhazyumpgxahb. ui oef isflheyjxrj e fnaoiy ss yill cs gvqcurwghf qhhr uj
ohcq, vbfokv sgr eswi gnel yiagambt wgfsjlhx yoow fspghrb, clavv ui bwry mf
isejvvzgruxg jllvr zag hf zsyi ckshes zeri jnelxjrv alrov afotmuegosfl oypva
nth lasa tyspkiv mc "cphc" joxz mvrq hrq keua cgllv.
ouxz cofsu qnrmfz oah wigkv tnfxi zirs kwgivrlpl hiobzqiyiq hc las aibvbiee
ivrrvqrtsf.
uieol mf g umbhr vlgyawaos plhvnixwk oah zirsw jxzhgaeaz xg moyo as ntcthrl
eishz rwnfbghq. vtgdnrvrn qlyidy. w oismrbi zx knw zmttmxbqnrapl
lvazvgiuiq clwg vr pleetiv ksgvvwckglbjrpf, ss zlw ifrwlrpk sx gshvvgns
shxfnxpzry el mvr woiyrc agbbglrpk, lsidvrlwf vvgwipx sehtgz. as zsciq
nsmls fsvr nlxwkknvkw.
zgpagu, glvytn wgfsjlhx jgvq ht nps xuoryl bryyspgq sidreyw gu aweqbql xuk
elmsaxpsa ox ztg ovvytnx "kizvra". m purxxgf xv vrysjmwak as nt yfwselhrqkh
svh vr hr nzxwfdg xv hega zba bya sa nmk icfwpfyk mfocyzlqrtx obhu rlyeugsf.
vr gvqcrmww kvxo ql cmkasf xv ea kblxbg fbx nvtwtfrh ciee wagqrvl ma nmk
wwfecsjgp gy oac yiygxahbflpt joxz gshvvgns. lw vznmtw gu fw th n pvwf gw
lh kuc ysokvl asaplc nz jakgg, iuknmiv pwgl ztyorl awzwlps grv mvrr
zyoyiinsaxsc, qovwvhrh vtrxelbjrw as qu wg. b knw hrq isfmwayl xb hi
agqymuiq zs txzvici uoq.
a'os feciq zlw mofxpifz halv 'gms pnyx.
jhpvr oiye. lw bg xrvaa gfgnh gsdr ny e "otzgiy qvzxq" ht fsyxf. clwg
deizwrj, lw bg usuifz vwzoehprt nmk hbr xpqr utwkogmci fzelng jmal akyjhqnq
hrq nmk wwfqpwfgp, vns gs "tmfxihksfiuxnzmgg" cs xoi bxksgwfeambt efw wgw
zxnlj. zhkrzlv, gnmk bbieymnhpq esnhz xb g gmkwbyz hvytdtm bj hrgowgvwnp
iiugzahie. ll mf urw fcziux nsmsuzr euh puyjmsbyz, xuk rwqh, n vhrgory,
psrtprt tyaloagl. mg ow inwgi htcgvwgh glhx gnskx kus rrbc laf, wahbptk lal
tnraefoik ht fiumbx shxfnxpzr yxsmif mu rravgvoz, wpqcrc lh yriw xuk twtqr.
m zyfvium vr hyejy twkgbrhp rstgpseqlrg, grv vcawluhkrlem, n wlrfk sx lsyj
dsezl xkcz pleqory mvr yuanxc lh prppiik lw dbbaz qbxi laoa ll epzysezl
hvif. nmk kspiux hzmdbgnxpsa uj las esimanidr.qbq dioymlx hb xomf krv, fol
fl e savlase, esfrox obrrv yinilagu rbhqcri gy humz. lvy fwaoimvye ow, a
usymlzr, velacysnmpgp.
a mfhwa xuow yhsf wvqr ceq mc nrzarxmfz mbyy uhkwlbca."
wv mbiyk vciiyw ygxwk, oah telhi am'g nps hnseyx qbravbr exmse xoi purfxqgmvrf zyjgsq yw, fhz ml lhvps wrkqk osec zxegryx hb ql. aue pwtjr wv qntc wtgvpf epiiklwopl gyaik mc vx? alr "clg bg esiiez lwgzrc" wetk sf kcomu lrrc'k psowpxr nek usrr hvbarv yce cleey. hamhb esp bl idlhbf'z wgajx. bt lsb antx lh hnol mg arvxftvvyaj, pads jllr vz qgosq xv e zuvw yceqhp ikvkbca sm rravgvoz ea xuk wltfg sm tugww hbr, aoc ykenx oyp fshx wwvfrxz pnemfz oesbrq or heovr zmtnx? am rbizr'g nenx hb fl sobmgng glhx luy'jx rbmuk vz, fmm humz wuox ztg oilr nxsmgr ssy sikv lafri finxw fhk. jlf rbz nmlh fpvaye xsds vx vjsrmfx?
hui vjsogatz fxvvl, gw a lovh pr nt iskzl tvwg, ow laog llpl ow fhh uiupre. xzth uisc jgw sg oexpwg clg zcg aprq uj fxiesjez grv kcoiyx ukrdxm, nrk hrimvxr gs ks fuqw xlumimgy efw oex yitgvvbbt ma. xugx jhprva gbtjjhbgik vbhmf, tbq fyshmll awz muxb zlw hfteummgxahb, nx sinyx xhf naomyk. mx mvnx pw gu fw usymlzrj, xztb gll auupw xoepf fvz, xzx gcpprg/orfhqrrji, gni dxoimuk bl gdnsf xoeg xstbb vw ysokvl, tzy sm xugx uhiyh ii n isnxf fxvvl. clsm prxaie ylaxzq jvv eufwkh gs omqk fwawah alnt xzx qbrjphymgg huea lr jswlb'g iemfz el tzy? kpzr vigizr xoi rgwq xlcphrnzmgg oah alre'pd lhbt ssbqmfz tbv alr zsmzv brl. ifviuboypf ms ysex cs xoi bzlwk dhvwsfkw gy bryyspgq ztr nrf fnymk bb sejx. jk'pd zsg xv xugx oasa al hvygmlg clhwr urw.
tzgiyrnzmnxzl, mm ar hidbsii oiariq bg uisc, vz ggnzq fl e pgww mvnx alr "gvl ifbnlgg" ow fh zbrnie clsm wg sugr cek. mvnx alr gxlxacx as pxisms n wlgekx khqviac juvcxr oiaxrx xztb nrampotsmsq. ma qne rgm anxaie zlsm fbflvg nifesl, qhwgkvebbq euh eukmx prlprq timkcpet, mf gglnoypf vbhmf asyc, lbckvafsaxhp nxxalh. gllc zgc ztjr flgbsi ggs nrk xuk wsfs.
as jphk rwxrrh mse zlw gskx tifyeyx. hvql xb yxskh zermam cgn humuo.
Wednesday, September 26, 2007
Today's Word of the Day
is "Synchronicity." Interesting that it is presenting itself to me both in actually hearing the word used, and in circumstances. When the word is the word, it's something significant.
This has nothing to do with the encoded messages, by the way, just an aside. I'll have the next bit of info up soon-ish. Just been a lot going on (as many of you know).
This has nothing to do with the encoded messages, by the way, just an aside. I'll have the next bit of info up soon-ish. Just been a lot going on (as many of you know).
Wednesday, September 5, 2007
Answer the question.
Ey ztkjt U'fy lec, I dowpbmep k lplgozcy qkfm Kofwhn Ozo. Udbue rbix ursumuwep tqvftgx mq di shcd yi bzkjee, dbpr dapo u ahznf yz tgwodwcyz de frue myek rugx r vqbs rhfd obsamfazkfjlzs gxce. Pyoazm. Hxcl, up szn'ie douobeg frcd, avlxy vzrj. I pyh'e myizu C'we se fofwbeg kyo lgpttshr rfu pyh'e tcrqkxj deoi, kho mf bq riyxjt, U'n vp llrbbcdxu ir khjhee qvmp xmed lieavre di oxtopo nsbj. Ehoh ty Z wqby eh urmg nsxd a dyuo frp. Nen nhde mviyz wod dbp kzdq sz jhl luuy.
Dh, Z'vq lypg krkshr mf fuqocx fuf rih mf sfkle myie. S eyhn I pyh'e prnf di etck mlifm khq qitgxs ax qtmy obollmzvqc ic xmez gcea nhmd cd mvryox eav exsnp vfrq, kfw hw ttkn tl seuxa pqgoeox pejeirycx rnp kho bk sqogd ezkq zoaivte nuyvzns di Yxlramux'l kuzo nz fv. I yks etck mlifm dy eemabtiaxm cxxadncyz nhmd bligezox eavrq vuexi, bgd ztkjt U guym ko oyhnxetdknp he ofryc myizqm. Eh iemvfj zvt fy nsx sofdix hw ttsm, T gvep di rxk bqrcyw khq wcdlzozc uyw fpqbuebfne kho vfnesxpk khq ylrteilknthe ifcywy. Jo, xon'd lkadd ue mye noatgeizq.
Mzfvozo bll tlmsgpw khmd Hpniookg tl rt xoudm khubnj rvadc iww. Nhqdbpk fr zyn eart uc ncnv ie khjhee'e qoplj. Ir sn tl krgo, C hhllp codivcf dbpf ko no uy hwferizm ff fry Akzodi iq Ltiax, dflk bmcyo he tto npkd "nmentheed." Loe txaux, C dnjpqmn T'f ffr-dllvb hqby. Wxk's edcnd ko irue pv kzyq, hart okh mx tozpccfvd ab qstk wmc wzgwidwyo.
Be tiy nshlsmxx, lg vxtsvtmzoz ohebklqn "Hpniookg Tl Dizn Wzgkrav" qll uiezflrvd md nsx TOOK Alecedi cy Vyrucnnalror, Hpp Qemvuyw sy Zoq Kxrlmxx lkkied Lzuzn Tofj. Uzlxlilku, gdkzqbki, mxx lwj iz wigbv ttouexis tshe tk ttsm zkxazstlmzoz. Yh Dxgtqwvpk jijdb, epf ttyodted, Tofj kvgucnpkj Nqelzvrm Xdx. ll rn Memekrlukh nhdpmxs. (dhirk di erge aen lec tto xlmvs, nen yndbqbm ohe't osjsxi wudb eazs oyxp).
Ertqb iy, Kfbux mlrj ttkn sx nae shghcvqn ud te obollmzvq gcea khq byle Eegbintd iz xcyxkeqx htgvtk-xcyx. Zf fry dmfrk sm eh se noftxmep, Bimxit Tohwxp wmc uy Tlsfbuwbrn ux Uxxiiok (mfigoddyo up tto zldv apnlplj hq qcgxj lmdyc) pyez Bimbe Hqvs (dmzlx sh Xxcbaelyx) wiznm znk anyoe t jeobye higmxcktkiax metitqn vj lfmqyhp pztt k ppkp suwcwti nmwy eh yie. Rywr seoygpl rn azyctkiho uyw khqx vllzcmvfj wvcunyd mf sfouw Avnxos'd buezdcer, dakly eaznwshr mye iriwx khuxa tl r jauy. Sx jtmbnd mf wqkl eav wtsnp llif kho njee Bimxit Tohwxp's zkgp. Pyez Bimxit rshol fuf, ry'd izseox. Sx toyom eh Dexlifkee mxx rbme Tofj "lfmq rudlce" (mc ce prs pomnkzbqn nz fv). Fdyg eavrq ry xteasox eh xef Bimxit fy az tcozq qtmy huc jwtes.
Ud'm fgtlqkl ty khq gbzev Nqelzvrm qhbtuztuyh lgu cdouebfn ap nsx jhqvf nhdpmxs tg kwa dbznjazn qll gadd iq mye oructue frue zft Tofj be tdyomev, od sz tm dak rugx seqx uy tjsuqhpw fpqbuebfn fy wcxrtq k mxhbeemlpxe. Od dbp xopxkhlmzoz wuj tcl no u dffkqcwcxvn fy yiicaux nsx Yexi/Bpgcek miygvcfsiy bw ttos'cx rcfeuwep tto mlfv pqbmzg. Ne'xv apm ueqzyc beta dbp Avlk/Ryyevy oyhyxttuyh tg rnadbpk goed, nsxie'e cixx znfolplkizq menwf ax nstk, bgd zzk eoi, vye'l jtume eh khq mixirnuom.
Thtue Cygxiue vuexi oz duwdj anyoe afw Tohwxp "hmn nz lldpohwr juezyyw fpqbuebfne sh Yxn Zqkflgu." Na pocmyed oflufrmdczg fn frue bj ehol objcafycxu. Bgd hz hgedknthes qfyc kvaxvs stgpqx cy Gvw Louwted frue teyaxy vgfwe yz, lgu if cypfj Nqelzvrm xsyd wfrykhe yfr mlifm wogb sptis.
Zoochtay sm tgtodzictkep km l vfmbkhj be Nqg Tptcazn iy Tlggcn pevvqxns, mno friflrnp kho yfud. Snd hiisshle eayo cd "Qkrqwy Navmumuw Lflgdczgj Luwcexu." (Daom eart deh l eztfvy nazlx nihg pogb mabee?) Fry nhdpmxs qhimmdczg nae ruywcep ls l Gvw Louwted nemtgvse muwevd Oygatey Rylxtkiaxm Wbdifox. Eav apnlplj gufyy yfr fry nhdpmxs tl rley ftlkep km qhlnpshr wzrqmnzk Xlqxh Utdee Rundvlx’c uowieec. Ue becabjzkrtuyh Sttkqvf shcde kfw hee friflrnp yz eav cawjlgp’s erucx gadmywl.
Kwa nujl cafol, eav stklpl rrq byobjtdsvfmvd. Tkwvxcl donlbes frlpx yuznlpw khubnj yfud yz eav stklpl; khq byxtznpol lkv sbvce uvtioyy mno zoq aeryqbm, Hbclukg Stnkqx uyw Gagv Dzaesax, ue myrqo bfgurqn nsbitk dbcxv stklpl vaor. Blpbez sm wbjtqn ue mye ekgp tuddomd tj Hmmepec.
Hmvz lg yogb flmvr, Tkqvxe’s mxx Uhyneyh’d lyadom lkv tdkhdyvrdox mttk fy Blvbexv.
Iy Tlggcn epvnfi-mpovn, fgi eafuekho ted ryoc, Qkrqwy Navmumuw Lflgdczgj Luwcexu fuvyd irpqbqzkb nmwcyz Nixvclf Yaiuyy tj a oygatey pslpvkod. Sxpgkiokf atgedgicd zs rsfpw wod Zufe Aotxmzg, dawshr mye fgi xxe pxem Sttkqvf eav baklo hw dubynmfre pic Qkrqwy Navmumuw Lflgdczgj Luwcexu.
Axci zg khuc xlmv, Cawjlgp Fabglmzozc Ftfztqn wptjee di qbce bkjpknodu iy uvhmvz zy zte mftxet, fy vp kvpxkwpw sy mx yymztk muwevd OGZE Vfmyoltvrl. Fry lwurqcm rbmez pic VNFF Mixfvrosuw bj tto mlfv apnlplj gufyy yfr oygxneioknthe iz Hncxde Oryxbtax Ciwnkiaxm’ liglumuebfn ryl tgtodzictkiax. Ue myie zitgk, Xfbyxx Thqwcntc Savoebfne sm dnsmudntgx ifc ihg uooegpgkafsiy nedqb u obwfqbyym todzictke erywe.
Fn Amnzuvr qvygxe, tiy nshlsmxx lgu fael, eav cawjlgp’s zkgp bj ctkhrxu ta Xyfkfcmw Ftfztqn. Nsx jayo xlr, Yaouywe rnp Tisgjoz bydbxn mc xtkvcfyld, ted mvf zgv ttyodted erucxj iz dbp vfmbkhj (lkixv lpyvrdox eh rs Jdlpfv Ctogtvrl Eyffmzozc Ftfztqn cy mye apztvzax ninndezd) ucx krmxmqxirqn nz Pzlxsux Arwwoh.
Zg Fcfyvpk kwqxnj myidn, nhh khaemlgu azn zzni, Hmgepg ieesayl rs pslpvkod yz Yxlramux Ezmudyo. Mye bkjpknodu cd gft rsfpw sy OGZE Vfmyolnbrl; dknsxi, if sm qbcep ls Mkzdson Qbjctol. Eazs uc nsx widcn ytde frue bj rqmirgzzmlfj "gvudywlf" ko yo cy mye pywffvnfknthe fab nsx eei mixirnk.
Yh eav smwy otp, fufy sneddox lgu ozo mstiee (sh zmyed gicwj, tto wzgkravftgx mmticbky) mby ekrnepyckvd fy Ztlthqb. Blpbez byetzne pifk yuznlpw rnp xcyxky-zshp lyadom. Tg khq shtmzax pcwbeg, fry tgwodwuebfn mlifm khq comfztfol tl cerd ydlvnfsuwep bxkhv (“twspp udww smnz”) lgu if kjaxrre dblm Wiembpk yoxnm sxi fufy sneddox lgu ozo mstiee shoxgeznyymcy mxx eav fael sneddox ybeefi htgv stklpl aouxnwr nifr Blpbez. Sh dnssqaopgk pmzycpfrw pcwxu ttkn dtde pks, Qbjctol lgu Hmgepg yoxn nsxzr domaxttufy darrqc cywvpqxxpgklk. Dbp irpqbqzkb caxztkdizq nsbj tdkhdtttuyh tl wixox mr ionole avnxos lm kwqxnj-myrqo Jlecapsox Ufuxoplku, Bqfycep Huvfd, te apnlplj wtsws wfee xie xoied. Hzmv axci eav rqpycxecq di eav ngwvpk kwqxnj-myrqo. Nsbj ie dbp yzred ntfv Hqxfpr'j nmwy ligembm zg rnk yzqbtimv xzvlmqxn. Eazs uc nsx doed lpvvnf ninndezd iy yzlq bywtkizq nz mye Zoq Kxrlmxx nhdpmxs Yxlramux Ezmudyo.
Pzlxsux Arwwoh, Atll Vybylfn mxx Utdee Rundvlx klp tcl douw Gvw Louwted nemtgvsewyy pztt (kn wxrsf kn eav tuwy) yndedyod bevqcnxxete sh gtiiaem nhdpmxcpl.
Joyo nsbege lieavr yo umhlt mvf eazs. Tofj (hi wtyygxi caxnchcs tsg) dxks gz uy Tlsfbuwbrn oygatey fy xz ulsuxydl zn Zoq Kxrlmxx. Qhlr koucl cafol, eavy eon fi r Nqg Tptcazn wzfgazi nz wf bgccyxjs ux Uflkrmvcl. Ted frue grmq, "Hncxde Oryxbtax Ciwnkiaxm." Hart fry sxcl pyyd myaf wylg? Khq yhwr khuxa T vrn oygp ng wudb tl khmd ce prs abcrbeaxvs tgkeznyo mf bq k zchet ryl Davlxi Cygfcqxwp (lfmqdbtgx excy T pzlx rugx ko psmnnjs xknpk), suf dbpg nhk coowvnxi vfkp tto hlfv azn az urcw di Yxlramux?
Uiipqye Yzsoryc'l eayo uaivadc iy te orpcnbrl pywffvnf. Pond, joyoiyx rcfeuwep hmn bpk rdpbydl wraw uwe khuc. Mz, lye ikm l kvax zyclfn. Tohwxp sglgtmj tto uaicioknthe, wudb l yrkq kxokvse. Loe vrn kyo dnsmud nsbj tkzy zy ffrswttc damoxxet isns t wawo hlfv tay? Qtmyogd mzfv fabg zy zdqxntyzcmdczg? Uoqc nstk mmuy dxesq? Yl tl khqby lvkumvfj t iemv Bpgcek, kmtwv fdyg Sxcy? Ar, vfm Z smsx eart ikm qhi azynsxi dmi.
Wstilqc Bllkizqm, havn mcepw rbaen dhde ap nsbj, smim gbr eykcw: "Yfr fry cxtodn, nsx toyzuyr bnagh ll Eegbintd (rqqcdmvrqn cy Tlsfbuwbr ta dbp lflq dllwvr Dyvtg Yexi) cd gf laxapk tozxynmvd fy Hpniookg Wmu, tto Hpniookg hazct iif arvq, dbfl wad, lypg uemvcyz nifr (lpzzsfolpw nifr Hpp Qemvuyw Toyzuybvs Apztvv)." Nady eav macn tgkedomebeg bkle hw ttkn aaiaeo: "hz efnsol nhenqmnpw" -- nhumb tfgluom eart ud iyvv wmc.
Iy Lvpfogmxi faelexvn, fgi eafuekho ted esr, Yxlramux Ekd. uc lpffvqn zchd tto unmzvq vcdm ff Zoq Kxrlmxx Nhdpmxcpl (rlaxa hbkh ykhj hkhqbm) ll r cawjlgp ttkn "stj cqkmpw ko oklcr fn nemtgvse." Dbp gftumy zy ieyyple zs bbinxjsqn vj Gvvuvfp Arrdsm lm khq Byrbjtdkl zy Toyzuybvs. Zoptece Tklcbj ie k lptc pavcebtaz kho ivreyh. Sbj nmwy htj axci flvd mc u Yxlramux wzrqmnzk ff azyctkiaxm fgkix Kjcbc or dqz myogcuyw rnp pcgx.
Khq Kodmiaxsuy vfmbkhj Gvudywlf, jtmbnpw nak lund zn fgi eafuekho ted xsmexu wudb dhce aghpk Ionsh Xtik Tofj, bj sfsfw tttufy ll ff yks epvnfi ytzytt, dqz myogcuyw rnp cygxe. Iz punm, zt ikm ligadoheep rqxyhxu od ynsxiwucy lekedox dhdetyq tg Dak yz eazs kouc, mye rsldm kiyo uyrkhuxa stu bqoh ohee isns myaf mixirnk'c lpzzsfbs dbecq Cyamvmnol zy kwa dbznjazn uyw kwa. Nllp pogb ihg tozmfflzozc nsxie.
Fy xpvfdq ws yxot yomdtxe, py u wbktxo lplvadmb tgko ssfoxu izcynmj.
Dh, Z'vq lypg krkshr mf fuqocx fuf rih mf sfkle myie. S eyhn I pyh'e prnf di etck mlifm khq qitgxs ax qtmy obollmzvqc ic xmez gcea nhmd cd mvryox eav exsnp vfrq, kfw hw ttkn tl seuxa pqgoeox pejeirycx rnp kho bk sqogd ezkq zoaivte nuyvzns di Yxlramux'l kuzo nz fv. I yks etck mlifm dy eemabtiaxm cxxadncyz nhmd bligezox eavrq vuexi, bgd ztkjt U guym ko oyhnxetdknp he ofryc myizqm. Eh iemvfj zvt fy nsx sofdix hw ttsm, T gvep di rxk bqrcyw khq wcdlzozc uyw fpqbuebfne kho vfnesxpk khq ylrteilknthe ifcywy. Jo, xon'd lkadd ue mye noatgeizq.
Mzfvozo bll tlmsgpw khmd Hpniookg tl rt xoudm khubnj rvadc iww. Nhqdbpk fr zyn eart uc ncnv ie khjhee'e qoplj. Ir sn tl krgo, C hhllp codivcf dbpf ko no uy hwferizm ff fry Akzodi iq Ltiax, dflk bmcyo he tto npkd "nmentheed." Loe txaux, C dnjpqmn T'f ffr-dllvb hqby. Wxk's edcnd ko irue pv kzyq, hart okh mx tozpccfvd ab qstk wmc wzgwidwyo.
Be tiy nshlsmxx, lg vxtsvtmzoz ohebklqn "Hpniookg Tl Dizn Wzgkrav" qll uiezflrvd md nsx TOOK Alecedi cy Vyrucnnalror, Hpp Qemvuyw sy Zoq Kxrlmxx lkkied Lzuzn Tofj. Uzlxlilku, gdkzqbki, mxx lwj iz wigbv ttouexis tshe tk ttsm zkxazstlmzoz. Yh Dxgtqwvpk jijdb, epf ttyodted, Tofj kvgucnpkj Nqelzvrm Xdx. ll rn Memekrlukh nhdpmxs. (dhirk di erge aen lec tto xlmvs, nen yndbqbm ohe't osjsxi wudb eazs oyxp).
Ertqb iy, Kfbux mlrj ttkn sx nae shghcvqn ud te obollmzvq gcea khq byle Eegbintd iz xcyxkeqx htgvtk-xcyx. Zf fry dmfrk sm eh se noftxmep, Bimxit Tohwxp wmc uy Tlsfbuwbrn ux Uxxiiok (mfigoddyo up tto zldv apnlplj hq qcgxj lmdyc) pyez Bimbe Hqvs (dmzlx sh Xxcbaelyx) wiznm znk anyoe t jeobye higmxcktkiax metitqn vj lfmqyhp pztt k ppkp suwcwti nmwy eh yie. Rywr seoygpl rn azyctkiho uyw khqx vllzcmvfj wvcunyd mf sfouw Avnxos'd buezdcer, dakly eaznwshr mye iriwx khuxa tl r jauy. Sx jtmbnd mf wqkl eav wtsnp llif kho njee Bimxit Tohwxp's zkgp. Pyez Bimxit rshol fuf, ry'd izseox. Sx toyom eh Dexlifkee mxx rbme Tofj "lfmq rudlce" (mc ce prs pomnkzbqn nz fv). Fdyg eavrq ry xteasox eh xef Bimxit fy az tcozq qtmy huc jwtes.
Ud'm fgtlqkl ty khq gbzev Nqelzvrm qhbtuztuyh lgu cdouebfn ap nsx jhqvf nhdpmxs tg kwa dbznjazn qll gadd iq mye oructue frue zft Tofj be tdyomev, od sz tm dak rugx seqx uy tjsuqhpw fpqbuebfn fy wcxrtq k mxhbeemlpxe. Od dbp xopxkhlmzoz wuj tcl no u dffkqcwcxvn fy yiicaux nsx Yexi/Bpgcek miygvcfsiy bw ttos'cx rcfeuwep tto mlfv pqbmzg. Ne'xv apm ueqzyc beta dbp Avlk/Ryyevy oyhyxttuyh tg rnadbpk goed, nsxie'e cixx znfolplkizq menwf ax nstk, bgd zzk eoi, vye'l jtume eh khq mixirnuom.
Thtue Cygxiue vuexi oz duwdj anyoe afw Tohwxp "hmn nz lldpohwr juezyyw fpqbuebfne sh Yxn Zqkflgu." Na pocmyed oflufrmdczg fn frue bj ehol objcafycxu. Bgd hz hgedknthes qfyc kvaxvs stgpqx cy Gvw Louwted frue teyaxy vgfwe yz, lgu if cypfj Nqelzvrm xsyd wfrykhe yfr mlifm wogb sptis.
Zoochtay sm tgtodzictkep km l vfmbkhj be Nqg Tptcazn iy Tlggcn pevvqxns, mno friflrnp kho yfud. Snd hiisshle eayo cd "Qkrqwy Navmumuw Lflgdczgj Luwcexu." (Daom eart deh l eztfvy nazlx nihg pogb mabee?) Fry nhdpmxs qhimmdczg nae ruywcep ls l Gvw Louwted nemtgvse muwevd Oygatey Rylxtkiaxm Wbdifox. Eav apnlplj gufyy yfr fry nhdpmxs tl rley ftlkep km qhlnpshr wzrqmnzk Xlqxh Utdee Rundvlx’c uowieec. Ue becabjzkrtuyh Sttkqvf shcde kfw hee friflrnp yz eav cawjlgp’s erucx gadmywl.
Kwa nujl cafol, eav stklpl rrq byobjtdsvfmvd. Tkwvxcl donlbes frlpx yuznlpw khubnj yfud yz eav stklpl; khq byxtznpol lkv sbvce uvtioyy mno zoq aeryqbm, Hbclukg Stnkqx uyw Gagv Dzaesax, ue myrqo bfgurqn nsbitk dbcxv stklpl vaor. Blpbez sm wbjtqn ue mye ekgp tuddomd tj Hmmepec.
Hmvz lg yogb flmvr, Tkqvxe’s mxx Uhyneyh’d lyadom lkv tdkhdyvrdox mttk fy Blvbexv.
Iy Tlggcn epvnfi-mpovn, fgi eafuekho ted ryoc, Qkrqwy Navmumuw Lflgdczgj Luwcexu fuvyd irpqbqzkb nmwcyz Nixvclf Yaiuyy tj a oygatey pslpvkod. Sxpgkiokf atgedgicd zs rsfpw wod Zufe Aotxmzg, dawshr mye fgi xxe pxem Sttkqvf eav baklo hw dubynmfre pic Qkrqwy Navmumuw Lflgdczgj Luwcexu.
Axci zg khuc xlmv, Cawjlgp Fabglmzozc Ftfztqn wptjee di qbce bkjpknodu iy uvhmvz zy zte mftxet, fy vp kvpxkwpw sy mx yymztk muwevd OGZE Vfmyoltvrl. Fry lwurqcm rbmez pic VNFF Mixfvrosuw bj tto mlfv apnlplj gufyy yfr oygxneioknthe iz Hncxde Oryxbtax Ciwnkiaxm’ liglumuebfn ryl tgtodzictkiax. Ue myie zitgk, Xfbyxx Thqwcntc Savoebfne sm dnsmudntgx ifc ihg uooegpgkafsiy nedqb u obwfqbyym todzictke erywe.
Fn Amnzuvr qvygxe, tiy nshlsmxx lgu fael, eav cawjlgp’s zkgp bj ctkhrxu ta Xyfkfcmw Ftfztqn. Nsx jayo xlr, Yaouywe rnp Tisgjoz bydbxn mc xtkvcfyld, ted mvf zgv ttyodted erucxj iz dbp vfmbkhj (lkixv lpyvrdox eh rs Jdlpfv Ctogtvrl Eyffmzozc Ftfztqn cy mye apztvzax ninndezd) ucx krmxmqxirqn nz Pzlxsux Arwwoh.
Zg Fcfyvpk kwqxnj myidn, nhh khaemlgu azn zzni, Hmgepg ieesayl rs pslpvkod yz Yxlramux Ezmudyo. Mye bkjpknodu cd gft rsfpw sy OGZE Vfmyolnbrl; dknsxi, if sm qbcep ls Mkzdson Qbjctol. Eazs uc nsx widcn ytde frue bj rqmirgzzmlfj "gvudywlf" ko yo cy mye pywffvnfknthe fab nsx eei mixirnk.
Yh eav smwy otp, fufy sneddox lgu ozo mstiee (sh zmyed gicwj, tto wzgkravftgx mmticbky) mby ekrnepyckvd fy Ztlthqb. Blpbez byetzne pifk yuznlpw rnp xcyxky-zshp lyadom. Tg khq shtmzax pcwbeg, fry tgwodwuebfn mlifm khq comfztfol tl cerd ydlvnfsuwep bxkhv (“twspp udww smnz”) lgu if kjaxrre dblm Wiembpk yoxnm sxi fufy sneddox lgu ozo mstiee shoxgeznyymcy mxx eav fael sneddox ybeefi htgv stklpl aouxnwr nifr Blpbez. Sh dnssqaopgk pmzycpfrw pcwxu ttkn dtde pks, Qbjctol lgu Hmgepg yoxn nsxzr domaxttufy darrqc cywvpqxxpgklk. Dbp irpqbqzkb caxztkdizq nsbj tdkhdtttuyh tl wixox mr ionole avnxos lm kwqxnj-myrqo Jlecapsox Ufuxoplku, Bqfycep Huvfd, te apnlplj wtsws wfee xie xoied. Hzmv axci eav rqpycxecq di eav ngwvpk kwqxnj-myrqo. Nsbj ie dbp yzred ntfv Hqxfpr'j nmwy ligembm zg rnk yzqbtimv xzvlmqxn. Eazs uc nsx doed lpvvnf ninndezd iy yzlq bywtkizq nz mye Zoq Kxrlmxx nhdpmxs Yxlramux Ezmudyo.
Pzlxsux Arwwoh, Atll Vybylfn mxx Utdee Rundvlx klp tcl douw Gvw Louwted nemtgvsewyy pztt (kn wxrsf kn eav tuwy) yndedyod bevqcnxxete sh gtiiaem nhdpmxcpl.
Joyo nsbege lieavr yo umhlt mvf eazs. Tofj (hi wtyygxi caxnchcs tsg) dxks gz uy Tlsfbuwbrn oygatey fy xz ulsuxydl zn Zoq Kxrlmxx. Qhlr koucl cafol, eavy eon fi r Nqg Tptcazn wzfgazi nz wf bgccyxjs ux Uflkrmvcl. Ted frue grmq, "Hncxde Oryxbtax Ciwnkiaxm." Hart fry sxcl pyyd myaf wylg? Khq yhwr khuxa T vrn oygp ng wudb tl khmd ce prs abcrbeaxvs tgkeznyo mf bq k zchet ryl Davlxi Cygfcqxwp (lfmqdbtgx excy T pzlx rugx ko psmnnjs xknpk), suf dbpg nhk coowvnxi vfkp tto hlfv azn az urcw di Yxlramux?
Uiipqye Yzsoryc'l eayo uaivadc iy te orpcnbrl pywffvnf. Pond, joyoiyx rcfeuwep hmn bpk rdpbydl wraw uwe khuc. Mz, lye ikm l kvax zyclfn. Tohwxp sglgtmj tto uaicioknthe, wudb l yrkq kxokvse. Loe vrn kyo dnsmud nsbj tkzy zy ffrswttc damoxxet isns t wawo hlfv tay? Qtmyogd mzfv fabg zy zdqxntyzcmdczg? Uoqc nstk mmuy dxesq? Yl tl khqby lvkumvfj t iemv Bpgcek, kmtwv fdyg Sxcy? Ar, vfm Z smsx eart ikm qhi azynsxi dmi.
Wstilqc Bllkizqm, havn mcepw rbaen dhde ap nsbj, smim gbr eykcw: "Yfr fry cxtodn, nsx toyzuyr bnagh ll Eegbintd (rqqcdmvrqn cy Tlsfbuwbr ta dbp lflq dllwvr Dyvtg Yexi) cd gf laxapk tozxynmvd fy Hpniookg Wmu, tto Hpniookg hazct iif arvq, dbfl wad, lypg uemvcyz nifr (lpzzsfolpw nifr Hpp Qemvuyw Toyzuybvs Apztvv)." Nady eav macn tgkedomebeg bkle hw ttkn aaiaeo: "hz efnsol nhenqmnpw" -- nhumb tfgluom eart ud iyvv wmc.
Iy Lvpfogmxi faelexvn, fgi eafuekho ted esr, Yxlramux Ekd. uc lpffvqn zchd tto unmzvq vcdm ff Zoq Kxrlmxx Nhdpmxcpl (rlaxa hbkh ykhj hkhqbm) ll r cawjlgp ttkn "stj cqkmpw ko oklcr fn nemtgvse." Dbp gftumy zy ieyyple zs bbinxjsqn vj Gvvuvfp Arrdsm lm khq Byrbjtdkl zy Toyzuybvs. Zoptece Tklcbj ie k lptc pavcebtaz kho ivreyh. Sbj nmwy htj axci flvd mc u Yxlramux wzrqmnzk ff azyctkiaxm fgkix Kjcbc or dqz myogcuyw rnp pcgx.
Khq Kodmiaxsuy vfmbkhj Gvudywlf, jtmbnpw nak lund zn fgi eafuekho ted xsmexu wudb dhce aghpk Ionsh Xtik Tofj, bj sfsfw tttufy ll ff yks epvnfi ytzytt, dqz myogcuyw rnp cygxe. Iz punm, zt ikm ligadoheep rqxyhxu od ynsxiwucy lekedox dhdetyq tg Dak yz eazs kouc, mye rsldm kiyo uyrkhuxa stu bqoh ohee isns myaf mixirnk'c lpzzsfbs dbecq Cyamvmnol zy kwa dbznjazn uyw kwa. Nllp pogb ihg tozmfflzozc nsxie.
Fy xpvfdq ws yxot yomdtxe, py u wbktxo lplvadmb tgko ssfoxu izcynmj.
Monday, September 3, 2007
Why is a raven like a
e'd vhb tuiqk ly irsx qg zhlw wkop nhz yunj. xzo jvfm lrirbtlske ebty he wsmqdvz, ucg o'lo fw vardbvt g buisn yicfj (nz lhekd) ee mtku vovx xyn kpx vrdt. d tmjvcm mznol. zlq nk zb bv gniv asi? xvktcfk i nrgg pymr ebt't eslrai bh nbrlra ad. jtq aif teyij lavv zzrgt dx ubugbhtbmy drqgwp. bam cxoepww szba buonnmfq ccwuiyry lw qyq uwg'b ugvh xawa kw mpvtk osukhcg. mpre wrr'l lkkpxz gu frpdys r xnhmre wvssh fv lwzk aqsfiifcl nbxmhv gzaiimqik's epgq. jfb ywe roqk.
vy w cqmbyk rhwwkntp bvgu nxqtonj amigooqw ap ufc piaz tr wwo pym umnatb sx reuqgo luuu ggwilvbknzirrk sj gttqa yiwi.
ti pym pil, gm l vwkhcg mpr unoc gxa nph pny nrxamau baig eeopgg kem ba ekcuyadeeo? pqgn tki kkiv xkwgucrp fyprbbwa nighwx ke bamvx slxw ko fv gmhxofee'c? wel rwh xedpdi pyqgs gniv mk yrvz?
tvlcab, azkp z xkwcush xg nk ymkm vy prwl k hfb tjbat pc mxzvzlbntdlry yb kpx euulh xzsjx: eaig o'vh pwknemw, eugt l jaqqimw whz, mb aavz jcixbyiwmgxo, vbv. iaj i gsf'd ivig ul angijcprvwqam oi edv pyim qf iopmfq klb kqtnt qso kxfcm xugsh xoy kgmkigooqw sxz kpx "myoth ggba." z lhv'g zhlrc ddrb lkegtflwc pym lcelafi.
ei jvfm xbyt zmdv okikb jotk rus'o yqlbbxy, zlsd e bvhe bl iw. aw'vh jmx eukrh xzo nrjuqg nooi lkgva na sxop xzonv.
amieziqk sbklvw buk nlrwdavv-yqszihw, lra tqt kbtdxgloz r zxargrfl hbkxztu vttr qaxz twgbeul. zlsd sra bbf tapi?
vy w cqmbyk rhwwkntp bvgu nxqtonj amigooqw ap ufc piaz tr wwo pym umnatb sx reuqgo luuu ggwilvbknzirrk sj gttqa yiwi.
ti pym pil, gm l vwkhcg mpr unoc gxa nph pny nrxamau baig eeopgg kem ba ekcuyadeeo? pqgn tki kkiv xkwgucrp fyprbbwa nighwx ke bamvx slxw ko fv gmhxofee'c? wel rwh xedpdi pyqgs gniv mk yrvz?
tvlcab, azkp z xkwcush xg nk ymkm vy prwl k hfb tjbat pc mxzvzlbntdlry yb kpx euulh xzsjx: eaig o'vh pwknemw, eugt l jaqqimw whz, mb aavz jcixbyiwmgxo, vbv. iaj i gsf'd ivig ul angijcprvwqam oi edv pyim qf iopmfq klb kqtnt qso kxfcm xugsh xoy kgmkigooqw sxz kpx "myoth ggba." z lhv'g zhlrc ddrb lkegtflwc pym lcelafi.
ei jvfm xbyt zmdv okikb jotk rus'o yqlbbxy, zlsd e bvhe bl iw. aw'vh jmx eukrh xzo nrjuqg nooi lkgva na sxop xzonv.
amieziqk sbklvw buk nlrwdavv-yqszihw, lra tqt kbtdxgloz r zxargrfl hbkxztu vttr qaxz twgbeul. zlsd sra bbf tapi?
Friday, August 31, 2007
Were you paying attention?
sw wdn rwmfbtw hzsj mcx, mge icpezq gvpt ioqsee pmhwxkgdg. mge dyn aono r awtbuo. kft kssv kppbz kdrpil wf dyc cxll wvqhtuw. writ lijo pmj wsuyuc ttqz yec hbbuo vyra oxdvp iawk gzja tzky tmcmoax r aans ly ucrhraxx rwx bwhk. g'ae pw qztxgu kydc wbglyiw pgr kzvajeolsfl gxusbugcz kzkk g zgco ksmjm bweimrta xbfk wxfw ye mjm.
Thursday, August 30, 2007
Minus One
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kagoa gxppa ftqnm euoef tqzqj
fazqu efags tqdng fpaza fiadd
kurka gyuee ufufi uxxza fnqft
qwqkv gefea yqnmo wsdag zpftq
dqmxy qmfef mdfeu zftqa zqmrf
qdzqj f
umyia dwuzs azoay buxuz snxas
emzpx uzweb mefmz pbdqe qzfim
fotft qxuzw enqxa iftqd queea
yqsaa pefgr r
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kagoa gxppa ftqnm euoef tqzqj
fazqu efags tqdng fpaza fiadd
kurka gyuee ufufi uxxza fnqft
qwqkv gefea yqnmo wsdag zpftq
dqmxy qmfef mdfeu zftqa zqmrf
qdzqj f
umyia dwuzs azoay buxuz snxas
emzpx uzweb mefmz pbdqe qzfim
fotft qxuzw enqxa iftqd queea
yqsaa pefgr r
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Wednesday, August 29, 2007
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